Since when has being around other human beings been so hard? Am I freaking myself out or do people actually just not like me? Am I making people not like me? Are they judging me because of my appearance? Maybe I'm just not a likable person. Why did I decide to even come? Just keep checking your phone. No one's talking to me maybe I should try to talk to them. What if my voice shakes? I just want to go home
These are all the things that go through my head whenever I'm hanging out with anybody I don't see on a regular basis. I'm sorry if I come across as awkward but I just have no clue how to take initiative and hold a conversation with someone I just met. People who have the luxury of just not giving a shit don't understand that being is way isn't my choice. I don't decide to be the weird kid on his phone all night it just happens. Anybody who has experience with this and has some words of wisdom to help me, please feel free!
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