16 And Ready To Settle Down

Most 16 year old boys have a mindset of video games, sex, and well sex. Why is my mind so much different then anyone else's? And is it a blessing or a curse? I don't understand why I think about love more then I think about sex at my age. It's not like I'm entirely ready to get married and break my chastity belt off just yet but I don't want mindless sex. I want someone to hold me and not think about what's going on underneath my clothes. Is this just prudence or something entirely different? Having sex to me is like giving away a piece of you to someone that might or might not care about you at all. Being an outcast and having the odd opinion isn't new to me but I'm really starting to question it. Maybe it's seeing everyone else have relationships that don't last or that expectations of love are so low quality nowadays. Whatever it is, it's not figured out and I keep searching and finding no answer.